Friday, June 24, 2011

June the twenty-fourth

I don't really know what's been going on in my life lately.
I have been working like an adult. that stinks of moth balls and manure. quite literally i assure you.

so. i have been assessing my relationship skills lately. I'm very good at making the first step with people. sometimes they respond, sometimes not. those who respond often get to a certain point of closeness and then run. or i run. others get to a spot that fits and stays there. but i have very few friendships that turn out the way i expect. these sentences are fragmented. so are my relationships. there comes a point in all my friendships where i become a jerk. this ends them all almost instantly. i need to find the cure.

i hate the internet. i hate fake communication. i hate failed plans. i hate hating things.

i love biking in the rain.

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